I'm the girl

I’m the girl whose heart aches
Because I never thought you would make it break
Hearing your voice is driving me insane
But so is the thought of never hearing it again
Seeing you
It hurts too
But not as bad as no longer being able to hold you
Or smile without shedding a tear
Teddy bear is gone
But his feel still remains
I wish it would go away
Then I don’t
Living without you is a joke
Breathing without you near
Is like living in a world with no air
A choke
Seeing things in black and white
I never thought I’d lose my sight
But I feel deaf, numb, and blind
How can I put this all behind
If I can’t let go
You aren’t helping matters either
By saying you love me still
Make up your mind
Love me or leave me alone