I want to disappear

I just want to disappear
I hate life here
I always seam to be stuck
and not I dont give a fuck
Life hurts a lot
Its better if I just forgot
forget about loosing a friend
forget about the end
i'll try not to cry
i'll try to just die
No one would care
nothing is fair
I always think why me
I alway feel unhappy
I protect myself and others
were practically like brothers
but then you get stabbed in the back
You feel the pain of an attack
this is not the swords in battle
this is the thing that will make you rattle
it is the friend who hurt you
and left you blue
it was the friend you'll least expect
in the end I felt wrecked
I have enough trouble
i do not need it to double
All I can say is that I am sorry
I'm getting a little starry
I think I will cry
I just want to get by
Do you forgive me
or do i have to ple
I guess I just got hurt
and started to feal like dirt
but please please
as I am down on my knees
forgive me and be my friend
forever and ever until....

THE END