Before Finality

It's quite unofficial, no effort made
Waiting for it to kindly pass
Silently secluded for selfish desires
Waste the time, it won't come back
Try not to care, it vanishes in time
Bored and lethargic the distance grows
Too late to try, too far gone to start
No goals to be had, the gap remains
Float with the current to the song of apathy
Not so much stopped as just put on hold
Watch deadlines go by, no passion involved
Some are met while others are forgotten
Emulating interest all in solitude
Feigning fatigue in good company
Ripe with impatience, but everyone knows
The grass is never greener
In the end it's just a tragic waste
The passive wait and watch it all go by
The opportunities ignored with half-closed eyes