Loving Everyone But Me

confused to the point of mass destruction
i will stop at nothing, not even seduction
kissing the boys and girls who want me
leaving the ones behind that love me
revealing myself to the boy who wants me
hiding myself from the girl who needs me
meaningless sex is my new passion
apparently topless is my new fashion

afraid of whats to come
i turn my back and run
run in to the darknessof the night
praying never again to see the light
never having to face my fears
just to run away and disapear
never having to know the truth
just enough to show the proof

what happened to me?
and the person i used to be?
when did i become this whore?
who would sleep with anyone who would walk in my door?
how did my life take a turn for the worst?
why was i given this awful curse?
when will i start to trust again?
where the fuck does this road end?