Death Isn't All As Haunting

I keep thinking its going to be okay
But when I'm the last one left I'll cry
I have never been so scared
This doesn't feel real to my skin
But if I close my eyes to wake up from the nightmare
They might never open and my skin will be cold

Even in my last few minutes
I'll tell myself to live and breath
So I can wait to die in your arms
Then you'll give me reason to believe
That death isn't all as haunting
As it should be
But first I need you by my side
Take me on your rollercoaster
It'll be my favourite ride
Before I kiss your lips and die

The dreams tell me I will live forever
But the doc says I'm lucky to live to 17
Maybe I live forever in my dreams
And the doctor is saying how long to keep my eyes open
Sometimes it would be easier to give up
Then I wouldn't see you cry at my funeral

Even in my last few minutes
I'll tell myself to live and breath
So I can wait to die in your arms
Then you'll give me reason to believe
That death isn't all as haunting
As it should be
But first I need you by my side
Take me on your rollercoaster
It'll be my favourite ride
Before I kiss your lips and die

Maybe if I didn't need you
I'd be so far gone
Maybe if you had been there to hold me
I'd be smiling and laughing again
But my life is wasted
With one diagnosis
I wanna live for our moment

Even in my last few minutes
I'll tell myself to live and breath
So I can wait to die in your arms
Then you'll give me reason to believe
That death isn't all as haunting
As it should be
Make me better
Kiss my lips and die by my side