How Many Times?

How many times?
How many times I've covered for you?
How many times have i been abused mentally and physically?

How many times?
How many times have i cried myself to sleep?
How many times have i been asked what those scars are from?

How many times?
How many times I begged you to stop?
How many times was i left in the dark?

How many times?
How many times did we have good memories?
How many times did you hurt me?

How many times?
How many times did you rape me?
And How many times did i call you daddy?