Destruction

This haze has fallen over my eyes
All I can see is red
Cold and calculating
You wait for me to make a mistake
To let too much slip
In my current state
I would like nothing more
Than to reach across the table
That separates us and
Keeps us from each other
And put my fingers around your throat
I want you to see how it feels
When you cant breathe
How it feels when as the life drains out
Of your waste of a body
But in the end all I can do is stare
At the floor
Because even though I can destroy me
I can’t bring myself to destroy you