diary enteries

she wrote in it like a story
she wrote like it was her friend
but in her final entry
she wrote well this is the end
her diary was the voices
telling her it was fine to die
she was only young
why did those voices lie?

in my childs diary
i read what she had to suffer
i cried as i read this cos i knew
i could hav been a better mother
i dnt no y they h8ed her
she wasnt tht uncool
i no she was different
why didnt she tell me she h8ed skool?

my sister died she killed herself
i didnt realise she was sad
i h8 them kids who did this
who made her feel bad
i knew were her diary was
why didnt i read it?
i could hav helped her
im torn apart bit by bit

im sorry mummy,
im sorry dad,
im sorry to every1,
i just feel so bad,
i dnt no y they h8 me,
but i swear,
it wasnt ur fault,
it was theres.

in her last moments
she wrote a little note
before she stabbed her self
she put it near her fav toy boat
the one she got last christmas
when she got her diary too
its been going on since then
y did they do this i cnt see y can u?