But instead...

You want to tell the truth....
But instead you keep silent....
And let the blade slice the skin...

You want to scream out loud...
But instead you sigh inside...
and let the blood stain your shirt...

You want to forgive her...
But instead you forget her....
and let the feelings kill you...

You want to end the pain...
But instead you cut again...
and let the hurt take control...

You want to what's right....
But instead you hurt yourself...
and let the world win again....