I'll Always Have You

How come I couldn't believe it-
everytime you told me I was more than this?
It is because of those pills,
and the way they gave me a fake taste of bliss?

Just when I needed you most,
you turned- walking away.
I never even got the chance to tell you
what it was I had to say.

I'm still somewhat lost in this world-
the one I created in my head.
Always begging to escape it
before I end up dead.

With every attempt at overdose,
I manage to hate myself more.
Then I'd imagine you finding out-
my tears would begin to pour.

I need to get this all off my chest,
but who would I tell it to?
Oh year, I remember now-
No matter what happens,
I'll Always Have You!