Crimson regret & Betrayal

I hate feeling like I'm being replaced. In the second string of importence in your life space. You don't call or even talk to me as much, and it's all because you have a little crush. It's not that I want you to give up your boyfriend; I've just been depressed since losing my best friend. The people who you used to wish dead, are now the people you hang out with instead. I may not be good enough to hang out with your new friends, but I'm always the person there for you in the end. I've been your best friend through all of these years, but lately you've brought me so many tears. It's like our whole friendship was a lie; that doesn't mean I want it to die. It's almost like you never were and never will be; your not real and you can't save me. It seems my feelings would be better expressed through other peoples songs, but writing them all down would take too long. So I chose to write you a poem instead, and I hope you remember it till your dead. I thought that our friendship could handle anything; little did I know, it unraveled at the tug of a string. After you read this, tell me what you think, just don't tell me to go see a shrink. I just hope after this you'll still be my friend. Even though I know we won't make it to the end