Time for a Change

Can't say what i feel,
What does that mean?
No one's life
Is always a dream.

Obnoxious but shy,
Courageous but weak.
They once were your friends,
Now they think you're a freak.

They're not who you were,
They're not who you want to be.
Is there something about them
That i just can't see?

And what about him?
And why does he seem
Like a part of my life
But only in my dreams?

I'm sick of this life,
I wish it could change.
I wish i could stand up
I hope there's a way.

But soon i won't see them.
Mostly, anyway.
The next time they see me,
I'll be different, somehow, changed.

I'll be a strong force
You'll notice i'm here.
I just want to be loved.
Not really be feared.