Your my antidote.

The thoughts of you coming pouring in,
it gives my chest no warning,
and soon enough it ignites into flames,
burning,burning with no hint of mercy,
It keeps me awake,
my heart for the take,
the tears come out of nowhere,
how long ill last isn't clear,
but this pain i'm sure i can't bare,
And you darling are not aware,
of what you'er causing my dear,
you continue on with that gorgeous smile,
not knowing that i can only laste a little while,
before i brake,shatter if you will,
into little pieces that no longer fit ,
So don't bother to fix,
fix what you have done,
and may i say its only just begun,
Soon enough it'll all come undone,
The fear of losing you is nolonger,
whether i can face it now ,
the question is how,
with you near it numbs the pain,
your voice makes it seem like nothings changed,
and you yourself like morphine,
you make it seem like nothing more than a dream,
but that will soon end,
and the hurt comes racing back again,