Stabbing My Happiness

You whisper in my ear as I glare ahead,
The lies of love which are fed,
We both wonder what has happen in our lives,
Sometimes I wish I could survive.

Wanting, ranting, screaming, pulling,
You destroyed my dreams that seemed so fulfilling,
Your eyes are always seem fake with sadness,
Which drive me more into madness,.

Stabbing my happiness,
Looking at your sappiness,
Wanting to ignore,
Anything and everything that you adore.

Sighing in relief,
With this last breath you heave,
Watching you go under,
An eternity of slumber.

Feeling regret,
Wishing that you would come back,
Realizing it’s too late,
I’m really hating fate.

Crying in my own black abyss,
Its you who I really miss,
Wishing I hadn’t wasted my time,
Hating you all my life.