My final breath is gone

Hey there,
I know you hear me,
I know you see me,
But can you really?

And I can't make it on my own.

It's harder than you realise.
I have to hide my everything from you.
Every touch, every laugh, everything.

So cut my wirsts and black my eyes,
So I can fall asleep tonight.

My mind, corrupt with thoughts of you.
You're always on my mind,
I can't get you out,
You're everywhere.

Because you killed me.

I love you, is all she heard.

'I love you' means more than you'll ever know.
Everytime I say it,
It means more than three words.
It means my life,
It means how I feel about you,
It means you.

You know you do,
you kill me well...