Father dear

father dear,
i can no longer feel your warmth,
yet the monsters under my bed have been there for years..
father dear,
why has mom always had to give exsamples for you never seeing me
for all those years..
father dear,
have you ever realised that a child like me has feelings like you..
father dear,
do you not believe if you cut me i do not bleed as thick as you do...
FATHER DEAR,
can i be like your other daughter and rost marshmellows with you even if we are years apart..
father dear,
why did u miss out on my years growing up..
father dear,
ware were you when i needed u here the most..
father dear,
did u ever know i made myself bleed for vain thoughts of you..
father dear,
did u ever take a second to think about the stories i hear about how u never wanted mom to hold me...
father dear,
if u would be man enought to answer your phone i would only ask u one question..
what scared u the most.. u being a father for me or a sperm doner for mom?
father dear.... *bang*