Fate's a Goddess

Within the lies I told for him
in the anger Fate doth possess
A single tear rolls down my cheek
For I am left in loneliness

In his amrs I so many times was
But within betrayal we were pulled away
For his lies echoed in time with mine
Fate wouldn't allow him to stay

Goddess Fate, I blame not, for they were my choices
I chose to follow, to let him lead
My choices, my problem, though so hard I tried
To accept his efforts to be with me

Fate understands not his trials, his efforts
To gain back her trusts, her affections
To me, he was my primary source of comfort
But he suffered through her rejections

Fate's protective nature, I've grown to respect
Her hopes to not let me fall
But bound by her wings, I can barely breather
I'm ready to show her, to prove my all

For deep within lies, I struggle for breath
My path so confused, I'm lost
So deeply in love, yet with Fate to please
All pretense of sense I forgot

For a young heart has no control
Fate, can't thy understand?
I'm not the persons that came before me
I just want someone holding my hand...

Though my confusions are great
My morals, my concepts are set
I know she shall worry, but Fate,
I need my time, you need thy rest.

Thou's taught me well, take thy rest
Let me to myself, purify my own mess

For my mistakes, my lessons I learn
And through my loves, I cry
But Goddess Fate, my dear, I need
Some space to learn to fly.

Though, her comfort I shall still need
Her arms to cry in, her soft words
For Fate's protection is still my all
Fate, I love you, you must observe

I love you, my dearest Fate.