Clockwork Cancer

Dreaming like, a fallen leaf.
Flying, like another scene.
Dreaded, like a fucking curse.
Alarming, like I’ve never seen.

And all I know is this, my clockwork cancer.
It’s beaten into me.
This sordid answer.
All the lies I’ve ever heard of myself.
All the hate, it does not help.
Stuck in this anywhere world,
with this clockwork cancer.
It’s all I have, its all I need.
Its in my head, this Clockwork Cancer.

Heartbreak is nothing,
You fucking bastard.

Clockwork cancer, of the mind.
Delayed forever, but not in time.