Poems
"And here goes the insanity of my life, can you tell me? tell me now, is this just a bad dream? Is it just a bad fucking dream?!
I need to know now, because I can't handle it anymore.
I don't think I can go on like this, I don't think you understand, I know you don't understand, how could you?
You don't know me from the inside, you hardly even know me from the outside, so how can you say you understand?
I live in a box so you can't see me, you don't want to see me for me, so why should you see me at all?"
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"I keep doing this. Walls are being built around me, driving me deeper into this pit of despair, and all I can do is decorate the walls around me and drown in my own misery."
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"Love has given me a reason to live please don't take my life away"
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"What if I wanted it do what you did not want me to do, what would you do? Would you threaten me, hold it against me. It's not going to work I'm going to be myself if you like it or not. I just want you to accept me for who I am. I try to change but this is who I am, I know your trying to protect me but your only holding me down."
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"Could you stay with me, or will you leave me at my worst. Would you stay with me or will you take your life and leave with the pain of your death. You never thought of the ones you leave behind, you only thought of the pain of your own life"
I need to know now, because I can't handle it anymore.
I don't think I can go on like this, I don't think you understand, I know you don't understand, how could you?
You don't know me from the inside, you hardly even know me from the outside, so how can you say you understand?
I live in a box so you can't see me, you don't want to see me for me, so why should you see me at all?"
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"I keep doing this. Walls are being built around me, driving me deeper into this pit of despair, and all I can do is decorate the walls around me and drown in my own misery."
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"Love has given me a reason to live please don't take my life away"
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"What if I wanted it do what you did not want me to do, what would you do? Would you threaten me, hold it against me. It's not going to work I'm going to be myself if you like it or not. I just want you to accept me for who I am. I try to change but this is who I am, I know your trying to protect me but your only holding me down."
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"Could you stay with me, or will you leave me at my worst. Would you stay with me or will you take your life and leave with the pain of your death. You never thought of the ones you leave behind, you only thought of the pain of your own life"