Love Me, Love Me Not

What is love?

Why does love hurt?

Why won't you love me?

What have I done to you

To deserve this pain?

A pain

Which aches my heart.

A pain that won't go away.

Do I love you?

Or

Do I lust for you?

Each time I don't see you,

I yearn for you,

But do you ever notice me?

When you are not there,

I feel like my world

Is falling apart.

When I see you,

I feel like

You repel me,

You ignore me,

You look in the other way as

If I don't exist.

What must I do

To make you notice me?

When I go to bed,

I feel like half of me

Has been torn apart by you.

Whenever I get a chance to

Confess to you

My feelings,

I freeze.

I get nervous.

Why is it that loving you,

Has to be this painful?