I Hide

I don't show who I am
I don't show how I feel
I hide behind things
I make you think it's real

I hide behind makeup
I hide behind laughter
You belive it now
But I'll tell you why after

I need to have sheilds
They make me feel safe
I need to have masks
So you'll believe I'm ok

I have to be strong
For everyone else
I have to be strong
To save myself

Please don't worry
I promise I'll be okay
I don't need to be pittied
I just ask you to pray

Pray for me
Or just keep me in your thoughts
Thats all I need
Thanks a lot