Keeping that a secret

she used to think she was drowning,
in all the tears she cried,
but lately it just feels,
like her whole heart died.

shes wishes youd forgive her,
its the first thing that shes done,
keeping that a secret,
was like holding up the sun.

its not so clear to her,
what exactly went wrong,
how could she have been so blind,
how could she have been so dumb.

for some unknowing reason,
shes drawn to you so much,
she doesnt even know why,
she doesnt want you as a crush.

as much as she says shes over you,
thats a whole lot easier said than done,
shes a little bit of a liar,
when it comes liking someone.