Both Equally Deceiving

heart of stone
heart of gold
both equally
deceiving
an unknown
weight
inside your chest
defiantly receiving
each and every
negative thought
while inside
your bleeding
at the cost
of every thought
that is terribly
misleading
you contemplate
the meaning
of all your mistakes
and savor their deliciousness,
acts of kindness
acts so unpleasant
as they slowly rot your soul
with all of their maliciousness
while you shout
it out
truthful
but accusing
watch the array
of malice
that you selfishly created
it is atrociously amusing
so you can see that these two hearts:
both different and the same
can affect you in two very different ways
which strangely is relieving
heart of stone
heart of gold
both equally deceiving