My selfish wish

I lay upon my bed
Wishing for those
Joyous thoughts
To come true.

I dream of tomorrow
A christmas card
In it written
"I love you".

Looking into your
Shiny irresistable eyes
I ask quietly
"Is this true?"

Then you sweep me
Into your arms
And answer with a kiss
"Forever I do".

And I awake
Helpless and lonely
Gasping for breath
Feeling so blue.