Tomorrow Maybe, Not Today

A memory expressed,
Living in fear.
A soul unblessed,
Who even brought you here?
Apprehension confessed.
Terrified when you’re near,
I live my life like I’m dead.
My soul is bleeding,
Screaming at the blood I’ve bled.
In my heart, doubt is breeding,
Can’t you just love me instead?
Nothing I try is succeeding.
You ask if I’m okay,
Would you like me to break your heart?
Can't you see me waste away?
Know I’m slowly being taken apart.
You ask if I’m okay,
Tomorrow maybe, not today.