You win

I sit in a room
holding my cries
my life is terrible
my life I despise
as the days go by...
it gets wrost and worst
happiness is what i crave
happiness is what i thirst
no one understands
no one knows for real;
the way i hurt
the way i feel
i try to mend...
my broken heart
but i end up:
falling apart
so i give up!
i give in
you hear that world?
...you finally win.