lovers

I watch as they whisper
Claiming true love
Thanking the gods
For their gifts from above

I know I should be happy,
And glad their love can be
But all they do is fill me,
With a raging jealousy

Why can I not have that
Is it I don’t deserve
Cause I would go to any height,
If I could own that word

I know that its demented,
That I shoun’t even care
So much that I could envy,
Every hug and kiss they share

Maybe soon my day will come,
And my true love will be sending
And then this night, this tragic dark,
Will see it’s final ending