Repentance
God, i just claw at my face.
torn within myself i relive what i have done over and over again...
I have a too much...
Too much death... Violence.. All the fighting... Shooting... Killing...
A past like mine... Decisions I've made in a past life are dawning upon me... I found myself yet again repeating a mistake i must learn to control...
Crying you hold me up high...
Oh how your touch makes all my emotions of hate and anger become null.
your voice like a symphony of Angels singing a sweet lullaby to the beast that is my anger...
i must not allow my pride and ego push my love away again! ...for ... it may be the last...
My eyes burning and blurred i am blind. I reach out waving my arms madly hoping to feel something anything to grip onto. something that i can pull myself up... But i quickly came to realize that i would never find some thing... instead a found someone, she grabbed my hand and pulled me to my feet. wiped away my dirt covered eyes. I could see her sweet face so beautiful and perfect, naught but an angel stood in my presence. I wrap my arms around her pulling her head close to my chest , heart pounding, mind racing. I find happiness twas not in my life before. How can someone so beautiful and glowing even look at me so covered in grim and filth? She loves me for who i am... And her unconditional love is all i could ever need in this life. My past must be swiped from my mind... I can not go on relieving all my mistakes like this... I cry... Frozen in fear of losing you... I will not lose you... Ever... I love you...
torn within myself i relive what i have done over and over again...
I have a too much...
Too much death... Violence.. All the fighting... Shooting... Killing...
A past like mine... Decisions I've made in a past life are dawning upon me... I found myself yet again repeating a mistake i must learn to control...
Crying you hold me up high...
Oh how your touch makes all my emotions of hate and anger become null.
your voice like a symphony of Angels singing a sweet lullaby to the beast that is my anger...
i must not allow my pride and ego push my love away again! ...for ... it may be the last...
My eyes burning and blurred i am blind. I reach out waving my arms madly hoping to feel something anything to grip onto. something that i can pull myself up... But i quickly came to realize that i would never find some thing... instead a found someone, she grabbed my hand and pulled me to my feet. wiped away my dirt covered eyes. I could see her sweet face so beautiful and perfect, naught but an angel stood in my presence. I wrap my arms around her pulling her head close to my chest , heart pounding, mind racing. I find happiness twas not in my life before. How can someone so beautiful and glowing even look at me so covered in grim and filth? She loves me for who i am... And her unconditional love is all i could ever need in this life. My past must be swiped from my mind... I can not go on relieving all my mistakes like this... I cry... Frozen in fear of losing you... I will not lose you... Ever... I love you...