Confusing Best Friend

I have this friend,
That I adore
Surprisingly enough,
She thinks I’m a whore

She thinks I should be there,
Right inside her head
I try but she’s locked it,
Up tight like a shed

She’s always two people,
One happy one sad
How can she not know?
That it’s driving me mad

We’ve been friends for a while
And that’s how I’d like to stay
If only she’d shed some light,
In some way

I can’t understand her,
A mystery and curse
But to know her I’d bind her
It’d be like her hearse

So I think ill press on,
Do all that I can
So I can’t understand her,
She’s still my best friend.

Dedicated to my best friend,
A>N>D