My Bestest "Guy Friend"

Why are you calling this early, baby?
Cause you never call this early, he said.
And I replied saying these stupid lies.
All I really wanted him to hear was,
that I still can't move on.
From my...

Early break-up,
I know this is stupid.
But I'm trying so hard, to not break down much.
It's hard to not call my bestest guy friend in the world.
And you make me wanna say, I love you so much.

All our friends are saying,
we should get together.
But we both know we're supposed to be just friends,
what you don't know was that, I have hidden feelings.

How hard I tried to tell you, all these unmentioned things.

What is it, that I'm really feeling.
It started yesterday,
when I saw you with her.
Didn't wanna cry,
so scared that I might die.
I, get all these...
Sad butterflies around me.

Today's the last day,
that I'm keeping it inside.
12 am, I'll call you.
And say everything that's written down here!