Why Can't I Love You

You've been there for me though it all,
Every single time I could slip and fall,
I just can't do what you want me to,
Why can't i love you?

You say the perfect things at the perfect time,
Why can't I just make you mine,
Why is it so hard to start love new,
Why can't i love you?

I know you love me,
You've told me everyday,
Whats a girl to do,
Why can't i love you?

I hope you know i wish everyday,
That my heart would change its cliche-like way,
You mean the world to me too,
Why can't i love you?

I guess its just an irrational fear,
That this "life-long" quest might end here,
I know the best way is what is true,
That i know deep down i really love you.

{this was for my best friend that i know loves me with all of his heart, and for some reason i don't know, i don't love him like he loves me, although i wish more than anything that i would fall in love with him :'( , so yeah}