Cheating on Jeffery

My bed lays.
Pretending, that I would already be sleeping.
I only close my eyes, I only see you. What am I supposed to do.

The skin sparkles. Water, never removed the lies, only made them worse.
They stay here forever and ever. I decide that it is way too long time for this.
I wonder how on Earth she can handle with this.

Mirror is a sight for sore eyes.
Breathing at the top of my lungs, so you wont notice me here. Again.
I try to pretend, that I never saw anything.
Although I saw mostly everything, its better for the both of us for me to shut up. I shut myself up. For this time.

Hush, its a secret! Pretend like you never felt anything.
Real people with real problems are laughing to this, but so am I.
Its just a lie, give it a try.

Her lithium lips started to talk too fast. Sentences, words, letters. You didn´t understand.
"Drunk!" she once told.
"What was it this time, water, or something as wet as your lies?"
You better get out before she does.

"I never drank anything, I´m drunk only because of your love sweetheart, I love you, mä rakastan sua"

Dear, they were lies. But you heard them, so give them a try.
After all, we´re born to this.
After all Jeffery, you were cheating on me too.

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A poem about Jeffery again.
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