Mercy

Crack me open like iron barrel and allow my contents to pour upon the ground.
Open for the world to see, pry my rib cage apart with a white crow bar. Show no mercy, you grab me and pull me to you. your hands covered in my hot blood you relish in my blood smearing around the hidden messages on the wall.

Pry me apart and expose me. My blood will no more run for you than it will run for my own comfort. Hit me, leaving me in a state of time like no other. What it must be like to see a man pried apart screaming in agony, but you can hear no sound.

Take me for granted I'm only here to die. Leave me, a pawn to the worlds conformity. Wasting my breath and effort on the inevitable, show me the path of the blind and hopeless. It wouldn't change anything, like a mindless machine i will march forward.

You should not had left a crazy man to his own devices, now you can only submit to my shroud covered in images of screaming suffering. Ill show you the way but it is my way and it will only make you fall. Trust in me and fall as well, drag you down with me.

Why should i try i will only die in the end, everything i do only leads up to my death. Crowded in this cycle that is Infinity. Trying to make sense of that which does not want to be understood. Claw my face, stained my skin with your blood. scream at me, blame it all on me! I am your own stress reliever anyway right? A personal punching bag, nothing more than a dehumanized monster.

Cry for me! Show me you care! Just once! All i am inside is a mess. Clean me, why is it so hard for you to show me any kind of emotion? Why can i not see what i am in your eyes?
I feel like a monster in your eyes, a twisted rod of pain...

Don't wait for me... Just walk on and leave me here to bleed out... I wont be missed... You did this to me... Show no mercy...