Material Things

I have everything I will never need
I have all the things that I desire
But nothing fills the hole within me
All of these items
Take up the space,
The hollowness I feel
But no matter what these wounds won't heal

I never asked for this
I never said okay
All I do is waste away
Never living for today

I could give everything away,
To the people who deserve it
To the people who need it
But who's to say they would ever get it?

Will I feel the hollowness fade away
Or will I feel the same
Will it engulf my thoughts
And make me wonder

Why I'm here
What I'm meant to do
Who I'm supposed to be
And why I can't do anything right
Why these words don't mean a thing
And why I don't want to continue the charade
And why it ends tonight.