Should I,Could I?

Should I just be you?
Should I dress how you want me to?
Should I tell you,
Should I tell you who I really am?

I don't think you would believe it true,
maybe you would pass it off as a sham.
Or maybe you would hide me from the world.

But who would ever think it thunk,
for me to be a girl without any spunk?
That when I awake to a new day
That I've really got nothing to say.
Except I have one thing to say," Goodbye," No I shall pray I don't make it through the day.

When I try to speak to you
I have no clue what I should say or do.
Maybe I should just be true.

I don't think that with you the truth would fly
So I guess I shall just lie.

I will put on my mask
And answer you with nothing that is truly true.
Only with what you want to hear,
For what you would think I truly fear.

If I told you what was true about me,
I know you could never love me.
So I will be what you want to see,
And only say what you want to hear,
And Keep to myself what I truly feel.
Keep to me I secret that I long to tell.