Late Night Dazes with Computer Screens and Rainbows

I stare at my computer screen which gives no relief to my burning eyes
My jaw clenches and my fingers curl as I think of all the lies
As I sit and ponder all the things turning in my head
I think of the painful nights that tears were shed
I put my head in my hands and wish I could get over
all the thoughts in my mind that make me a push over
I ask myself why I must always put myself down
and why all my thinking that's supposed to help makes me frown
I raise my tired head back up and sigh
I suppose I'm never really supposed to know why
I look to the computer screen and wish I were there
In that little universe that's not truly anywhere
I click on the tiny pictures that can only stare
and I wish that somehow they could care
but alas they just sit there and glow
with vibrancy and all the colors of the rainbow
but even rainbows don't really care
after all they're only water and air