Catchy As This Song

Stare up at the ceiling.
Nothing new tonight.
Some stories are tragic, mine is just plain.

Vodka in your liquor, like it never mattered anyway.
To you, it didn't.
I live like this to make her sane.

Take the lines through a needle,
Make me wonder what's taking you so long.
Can't you see, you are killing me?

I sing the songs they wrote because I could never write them well enough.
They make sense.
Why didn't I think of that?

It's classic.
It's a movie in black and white.
Something you can't touch, no matter how hard you try.

I want to scream.
I want to let it all loose and just do what I came here for.
But I can't, and I won't.

I never aimed to disappoint you.
But somehow, I see it happening.
How?

You're the one disappating into nothing.
I can't even see your eyes anymore.
Fog covers them so thickly.

What makes you so special?
Nothing, as far as I can see.
The girls find you irresistable.

What about me?
I hate you for this.
I hope you know that.

Don't look at me.
All innocently.
Like nothing you did was wrong.

It was.
She was.
You Are.