I'm In Love With Hate

I'm in love with hate,
In this situation,
And I'd hate to love,
This certain game.

Smiling at these people,
As fire lights their eyes.
They hate to see me happy,
Planning my demise.

Silently taking the hurt.
Carefully rebuilding myself.
Laugh and keep living.
My hearts to fragile for pain.

Yet they continue,
Everyday, all the time.
Stuck with this future,
Of the pain of being me.

But I got friends who love me,
And a family that cares,
Another day tomorrow,
Holding this glass heart in my hands.

People tried to shatter me,
But here's where I'll remain.
I'm as happy as can be,
Why are people so mean?