Resent/Repent

Biting back tears
That hide behind my eyes.
Your frustrated shouts
Pausing just to sigh.

Disappointment etched
In every single line.
It hits me like a ton of bricks
Every single time.

My lips will start to quiver,
Giving way to sorrow.
My eyes turn into rivers
That will flood until tomorrow.

Wishing for the days
When I would make you proud.
Now I'm just a screw-up.
That's the name you scream out loud.

Curse under your breath and hiss
At every thing gone wrong.
I have been the one that's seen
And heard it all along.

I used to be attached to you.
You were the sun, moon, and stars.
Now I see another side
One covered in scars.

I'll try to make you happy.
Do my best in every way.
Just promise me you won't leave.
Promise me you'll stay.