Gone Tattooed on Both My Wrists

lost in a dream,
a world that i control
my fate's in my hands
and i take hold
i turn on the light
lurid colours fill my eyes
reminds me i've woken
to a life i despise

It's not real
I'm not me
I can't feel
And I can't see

and i just want
to be alone
with a blank white wall
that can't condone
my strange behaviour
towards you
your worried voices
loosen the screws

It's not real
I'm not me
I can't feel
And I can't see

And i don't want to say
whats making me feel this way
the premise of sleep
gets me through the day
i'm not quite sure
why i am so afraid
i hold my cards close
they won't blow away

It's not real
I'm not me
I can't feel
And I can't see