You

4 long days, 96 dreadful hours,
Since our friendship fell apart.
Everyone expects me to move on,
But it's hard when you're all over my heart.

You gave me hope for my future,
Dreams when I fell asleep at night,
A smile when I felt like crumbling,
Love for which I felt motivation to fight.

How can everything crash around us,
With no warning, no signs in advance?
My tears are falling faster as I write,
My phone trembles in my hands

As I wait for a text that will never come.
With this revelation, I shake from the tears.
As I wait for a sign that you're still here,
I cannot attempt to calm my fears.

No matter how hard I try,
My body quakes from constant crying.
I never could've seen you coming into my life,
So how was I supposed to see "us" dying?

How can you expect me to forget,
When I've never met anyone quite like you?
How can I go through my days,
Without you keeping me up at night with silly riddles and clues?

You were cryptic, beautiful, mysterious, and vague
But that's what I loved most about you.
You're always gonna be on my heart,
Until the days my lips turn blue.