If I Were Dead...

I'm just a kid,
I'm just a girl.
I have my rights,
and lonley nights.

I think about you
through all my days,
I close my eyes
and try to find ways.

Those words did hurt ;
deep, deep inside.
My wondering days ;
a painful flirt.

I wonder why,
If I were dead:
Will I see the sky?
Will I know it's there?

If I were dead,
would you realize then
and take back those words that you said?