Lonely Imagination

It seems so lonely not being able to talk to you
I feel like your not here but you never were
i like to pretend that your in my presence
for when i sleep i feel safe
i like to pretend that your holding me
holding me so tight
this small room is so dark
it feels like the walls are closing in
but why is this happening
if you were never here?
your presence was my imagination
then why am i depressed?
i keep asking these questions
why don't you answer back?
it seems so lonely not being able to talk to you
i feel like your here
but you never were this lonely imagination
was wishing you were here
i would say goodnight
but its not like you can hear