You will remain in my heart

I sit on my bedroom floor
Trying not to cry
I'm curled up in a ball
All I want is die

You called me acting happy
Then you lay down the news
You slammed it down hard
leaving an ever lasting bruise

You told me it wasn't about her
She wasn't involved
We would wait til we were 16
Our problem would be resolved

I said it's okay
I understand
All I want to do til then
Is be good friends

I lied to you that night
I was hurting inside
I want to be more then friends
I'm so sorry I lied

I know when we are older
that it will never be
You told her you will love her forever
I just wish that it was me

I just wanted to let you know
that even though we are apart
I will always be there for you
You will always have a place in my heart.