Dear Body

Dear Neck
im so sorry that ive tied the noose around you countless times
just because of my utter hopelessness
Dear Arms
im ever so sorry that i slide the glistening blade across you
day after fucking day
just because i love to feel the pain
Dear Stomach
im sorry that i carved HATE across you
and im sorry it made you so hideous
Dear Hips and thighs
im sorry for the countless amouts of "squats" that ive completed
just in my effort to be thinner
and im sorry for all of the words ingraned upon you
Dead Calves
im sorry for writing my feelings out with razor blades on you
its not fair that you now say the things that i feel
and its disgusting seeing the reactions people have
and its even worse seeing the writing myself
Dear Me
im sorry...