unitled

The desperation to escape damnation
sears away all courage and strength as the crimson hatred,
growing and burning inside me,
drives away all hope of love.
As like a rose,
anger blossoms with the warmth and boldness
of a million sunrises.
Through my passion, pride and dignity lose all meaning,
and any shred of intelligence is gone
as I am driven, slowly and painfully,
towards insanity.
Suddenly, a firey explosion,
with an intensity great enough to reach mars,
makes the boiling blood in my veins
turn my cheeks a shade of scarlet
to look as if I'd been in the sun just one hour too long.
The temptation to vanish into nothingness lingers,
but my cries for freedom remain unanswered.
The fear of embarrassment seeks to take over...
... And I am powerless against its greatness.