And The Pain Became Her Only Friend

&& she'll never believe in happy endings since you left her.

&& she tries to stay strong, she tries to force that smile, and she tries to act like her heart isn't breaking.

&& she doesn’t wish on shooting stars anymore because she knows her dreams won’t come true.

&&She loves him with all her heart, but when he broke it, all that was left were the tears.

&& Whenever she saw him with her, she would try to act like it was okay.

&& he breaks her heart one bit at a time, but he doesn’t even know.
&& he’s the reason why she cries herself to sleep every night.
&& she can’t take the pain.
&& she doesn’t trust anyone anymore.
&& she hardly ever smiles.
&& people never understand her.
&&she always is feeling alone in a crowd.
&& she’s waiting to find out if the tears will ever stop pouring out.

&& when he talks to her, she can’t help to smile.
&& but she knows friends, is all they’ll ever be.
&& she wants to hope for something but he took all of her hope and crushed it.
&& she wants it to stop, she wants the pain to end, but it won’t.
&&the pain became her drug.
&& she lived on the pain.
&& the pain became her only friend.