?

How do you think I feel?

I just had my heart torn from my chest, the light stolen form my eyes and my one hope of survival taken off me.

So what does this mean?

Will I just forget everything?

Move on and pretend you don’t even exist?

A name to a faceless person I shall never meet…

What about the hole in my chest?

It’s been there so many times for oh so many reasons

But this time, I don’t think I can numb it

This time, it won’t heal, I won’t find someway to cover it up and pretend it doesn’t exist.

I know how I feel on the inside.

It’s that feeling, not numb yet, but past the feeling of completely broken.

I’m not enjoying it

I’ve been here before

I found a way to fix it

It’s not very smart

What’s the point of me feeling?

I’ve been numb before,

I’ve been empty

I’ve been dead

But I awoke

So what’s going to happen this time?

When I don’t wake up

And all that is left

Is my dried up tears and blood covered body