?
How do you think I feel?
I just had my heart torn from my chest, the light stolen form my eyes and my one hope of survival taken off me.
So what does this mean?
Will I just forget everything?
Move on and pretend you don’t even exist?
A name to a faceless person I shall never meet…
What about the hole in my chest?
It’s been there so many times for oh so many reasons
But this time, I don’t think I can numb it
This time, it won’t heal, I won’t find someway to cover it up and pretend it doesn’t exist.
I know how I feel on the inside.
It’s that feeling, not numb yet, but past the feeling of completely broken.
I’m not enjoying it
I’ve been here before
I found a way to fix it
It’s not very smart
What’s the point of me feeling?
I’ve been numb before,
I’ve been empty
I’ve been dead
But I awoke
So what’s going to happen this time?
When I don’t wake up
And all that is left
Is my dried up tears and blood covered body
I just had my heart torn from my chest, the light stolen form my eyes and my one hope of survival taken off me.
So what does this mean?
Will I just forget everything?
Move on and pretend you don’t even exist?
A name to a faceless person I shall never meet…
What about the hole in my chest?
It’s been there so many times for oh so many reasons
But this time, I don’t think I can numb it
This time, it won’t heal, I won’t find someway to cover it up and pretend it doesn’t exist.
I know how I feel on the inside.
It’s that feeling, not numb yet, but past the feeling of completely broken.
I’m not enjoying it
I’ve been here before
I found a way to fix it
It’s not very smart
What’s the point of me feeling?
I’ve been numb before,
I’ve been empty
I’ve been dead
But I awoke
So what’s going to happen this time?
When I don’t wake up
And all that is left
Is my dried up tears and blood covered body