Release Me From This Curse

I hate the fact that whenever I hear a love song,
I think of you,
I mean, why is my love for you so strong,
I have no clue,
You were merely an actor,
To the animals in our society,
But a prime factor,
To my growing anxiety,
When you suddenly left my world,
I didn’t know which way to look,
I swirled and twirled,
My heart couldn’t take it, I shook,
I felt my heart break,
Into a million pieces on the floor,
The pain wasn’t fake,
My body was sore,
So now every verse of a love song,
Gets me thinking of you,
Is this how I felt all along?
I really don’t know how to get through,
Your name was Heathcliff Andrew Ledger,
And you will forever be in my heart,
Rotting the remains of my soul at leisure,
And tearing my soul apart.