I'm Invited to my ex and sister's Wedding

As if to torture me, you invited me to the wedding
Hoping to bring you glad tidings
I reluctantly accepted, but it’s you so I’m staying
What could ever go wrong? I said to myself, but then again, what am I saying?

I’m clearly disappointed mostly to myself,
getting involved in this stupid success.
I remember the day you once said,
“I love you babe ‘till the very end.”

For you to catch on to what I’m saying,
I’m invited to my ex and sister’s wedding
Truly I love my sister, the feeling I can’t dispel
But she with my ex? Man, I’d rather be in hell.

I can’t stop thinking of you when she walked down the aisle
Seeing the look in your eyes that once was mine
Tears are showing maybe for joy, maybe for my sister, this ain’t a coy.
But deep inside I know and why, unmistakable envy and immeasurable desire.

She walked up to you and you kissed her on the cheek
A slap of jealousy right in the face
Your brothers look at me, with sympathy and compassion
Because they knew about us, our relationship, our past

I try not to care and looked away,
Afraid that I might get carried away and cry all day
It’s just so hard to pretend I’m okay
Because It’s too difficult to forget our yesterday

After a few, you exchanged I do’s
Under the law of God, You are now one not two.
I hate to say this, but congratulations to you.
It’s now time to forget and move on without you.

This is getting long and boring
All this things that I’m saying
I hope you understand this is what I’m feeling.
If my only love invites me to his wedding.